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*whining*
Jan. 23rd, 2010 | 01:56 pm
feeling like: 
bored
rockin' to: Kaci - I'm Not Anybody's Girl
Ugh. They still don't know what's wrong with me and this is getting really lame.
Can I just say, I think Rachel Ray is nuts? I mean, I love 30min.meals, because I love that I can make most of her dishes vegetarian and they turn out great, but I really dislike her made-up words and she's crazy. I mean, she's quite often saying things like "Just use this recipe and you can make 'take-out' yourself!" Doesn't she know 4/5 of the point of getting takeaway is so you don't have to cook or clean up after?
PS; I know I still owe people their December gifts, they''re all done and will be sent out this week.
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...*finally* back from the hospital...
Jan. 3rd, 2010 | 09:16 pm
feeling like: 
distressed
...you know, again. I hope to have everyone's very late holiday gift posted this week. Sorry for the delay. I was sick yet again and this time I got to pass out, quite literally, in the middle of the street. And they still don't know why this is happening. What fun.
Ugh. Plus, my mom refused to bring me my lap top, because I needed to rest. So I have a fun week of typing ahead of me. Oh well. I got them done, though. ^_~ That counts for something, right?
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"I don't know what to tell you, Allison."
Dec. 17th, 2009 | 07:44 am
feeling like: 
aggravated
I admit, I thought it was funny when my sister first pointed that "I don't know what to tell you, Allison." seems to be said once ever other episode on Medium. The fact is, it's true. It can be her husband, boss or Lee, but almost everytime she tries to convince someone to do something about a dream she's had without any evidence to help them out, that's their responce. "I don't know what to tell you, Allison."
But now, it's just anoying. Not the expression, I just disolve into giggles whenever they say it now. But my sister seems to think that it's an approperate responce to anything that a normal person would answer "I don't know" or even "No" to. Serously. Here are a few direct quotes from the last few weeks;
"I don't know what to tell you, Allison."
"Have you seen the TV remote?"
"I don't know what to tell you, Allison."
"Katrina! Did you borrow my gloves?"
"I don't know what to tell you, Allison."
"Can I have the safty-pins you borrowed back?"
"I don't know what to tell you, Allison."
...
"Serously, what's wrong with you? Were you dropped on your head too many times last week?"
"I don't know what to tell you, Allison."
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...
Dec. 13th, 2009 | 07:27 pm
playing at: home
feeling like: 
busy
Microbiology and Organic chem are kicking my ass. It's driving me nuts. So I'm working on holiday gifts because I need a break before my brain dribles out my ears.
I feel my brain rotting. That's not good, is it?
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*dying from laughter*
Dec. 8th, 2009 | 10:05 pm
feeling like: 
silly
Oh my god. This is so stupid. First off, I want to say I love Starbuck. And Anders. Okay? Really and truely. However, this is too funny to ignore.
And also? Watch this; http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Quiznos
Kara "Starfrak" Thrace is a conflicted mess who is good with a stick. Most of this comes from the fact she has a destiny... which was to piss off the fans with her stupid affair with her dead fiancee's retarded brother. Also, she was super-powered in the first season, being the best at pretty much everything until she landed on whatever hellhole Helo and his frak-bot were on.
That means she can fly men as well as she can fly a Viper ... which means both tend to crash and burn. Not even her husband can escape this fate.
Thrace also has the tendency, shall we say, to make herself available to many of the men on Galactica. Maybe she would have done the same to Admiral Cain had she lived.
http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Kara_Thrace
and
With muscles clearly larger than his balls, Sam's main role is as Starbuck's whipping boy but as previously established, he quite likes this. During the opening episode of Season 4, Sam's RED EYE was activated. Commonly thought to be a Cylon's means of identifying friend from foe, this is in fact a personal beeper system known only to him and Starbuck. She beeps, he comes a-running, and lots of frakking commences.
(...)
Sam has recently been elevated to badassery on Adama's and Rummy's level, having survived a bullet wound to the head. Sadly, his badassery was short-lived, since he's now a frakking vegetable, thanks to Cottle's first surgery cock-up.
http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Samuel_Anders
Other sillieness can be found here; http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Penis_lantern
http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Helena_Cain
http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Jammer_Treatmen
http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Fantastic_Four
http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Cally
http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Baltar_Gets_a_H
http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Tracey_Anne
http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Embrace_Verbosi
http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Felix_Gay-duh
http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Clothing_Option
http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Anastasia_Duall
http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Earth
http://wiki.frakr.com/en/Quiznos
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I feel ill...
Dec. 4th, 2009 | 03:00 pm
feeling like: 
sick
"So there you have it, gay people. The ligislature in one of America's largets states has thought it over, debated it and decided that you can't have a basic civil right. But, hey, on the other hand, Meredith Baxter. Fu(beep)."
http://www.thecomedynetwork.ca/Displaybl
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Fic: 'Fall to Pieces' (Andromeda) ... PG-13 | Beka/Trance
Nov. 27th, 2009 | 05:01 am
feeling like: 
cold
Title: Fall to Pieces
Author: Pixie Child ( glitery_insane_pixie_child@yahoo.ca / http://pixie.submystic.com )
Fandom: Andromeda
Pairing: Beka/Trance
Rating: PG-13
Timeline: Ouroboros timeline (2.12)
Summary: Into the unknown, just the two of them.
A/N: Kind of a prequel to Figure You Out ( http://dp.jaded-paradise.net/fic/androme
Beta: Nu-uh. Sorry.
Feedback: is a must!
Disclaimer: Not mine. I play with other people's toys.
( "Where's Tyr?" The wounded woman tried to look around the room without moving too quickly.<br>"Dead." The words came out hollow and that was when Beka realized what she'd meant when she'd said they were alone. )
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Fic: 'Back Stage' (Marvel - Uncanny X-Men) ... PG-13 | Cyclops, Dazzler - Dazzler/Pixie
Nov. 26th, 2009 | 01:09 am
feeling like: 
groggy
rockin' to: Jennifer Lopez - Play
Title: Back Stage
Author: Pixie Child ( glitery_insane_pixie_child@yahoo.ca / http://pixie.submystic.com )
Fandom: Marvel - Uncanny X-Men
Characters: Dazzler, Cyclops
Pairing: Pixie/Dazzler
Rating: PG-13 (language)
Timeline: Post issue 503
Summary: Scott Summers, child defender.
A/N: I don't really know where this came from. But I like it so I decided to keep it.
Beta: Just Microsoft Word. Sorry.
Disclaimer: Not mine. I play with other people's toys.
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I REALLY, FRIGGING hate so-called tech support
Nov. 26th, 2009 | 12:33 am
feeling like: exhausted
rockin' to: J to Tha L-O!
So, my chem tutor/self-appointed grandfather bought me a 1T external hard drive when my computer broke, which was so sweet and I cannot say how much I appreciated it. He is getting a ton of baked goods for Christmas.
Anyways, so I paid the store $80 to retrieve the data when the laptop crashed, because I had transferred everything over to my shiny new craptop (*pets computer* it is all nice now, except that my mom keeps borrowing it and got it dirty. Can you use Windex on a computer screen?), and the first time, when I brought the NEW drive home (because it wasn't even out of the package when it was handed over to the, just paid for at the same store) and plugged it in, the computer tells me the files are corrupt and cannot read them. So I take it back, they swap out the drive for another new one and do it again. This time, when I bring it home, it doesn't even read that there is something plugged in. So I take it back. Again. They plug it in and it works fine for them. Apparently, they used a Mac to format the f-ing thing and it hadn't occurred to them that when I brought in a sodding HP computer, that I might be running Windows. So they say they'll do it again and to get it tomorrow. Well, the next day, they call and say that the drive is making funny noises and that I must have been storing it on a sub-woofer speaker because it's making a clacking sound and isn't working. WHAT THE FUCK??? One, I don't own a speaker like that; two, the only things it came in contact was the car on the ride home and my kitchen table; and three, IT WORKED WHEN I BROUGHT IT IN! That's how they told me it was because of the formatting!!! Ugh! So they do it again and it finally works, but because of all the back and forth, they were only able to recover half of my data, and I lost nearly all of the fics saved on my computer as well as most of my images.
So to calm myself down, I've got J to Tha L-O! playing to give me flashbacks to happier times. It may not be happy songs, but it's fast and I remember being in grade 8 and even while I was constantly sick back then, I was still usually pretty cheerful. Right about now, I miss that.
In short, if anyone has links to fic sites or image galleries, they would be so welcome right now. I have a TON of images that I got years ago off now-dead sites so any direction would be great.
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self-medicating
Nov. 19th, 2009 | 12:38 pm
playing at: school
feeling like: 
high
Holy shit, I am buzzing right now. I could feel the mania coming on and, knowing there is really no way to properly maintain it (as in, without poising myself), I self-medicated.
And can I just say, maybe not the best idea unless it's a last resort? I mean, in my case, it is, but how does someone become addicted to cigarettes? I admit, I only smoke cigarettes once every six months, if not less, and just that one had me dizzy and unable to walk in a straight line. More then two and I end up feeling ill. I can't see how that could lead to addiction, and I have a very addictive presonality. I mean, sure, I'll share a cherry cigar with a friend sometimes because I like the smell, taste and the lovely buzz that comes with it, but I can't see taking it up regularly.
So, to recap; high on nicotine and trying to stay mellow because I really can't afford to miss any more school and when I try to look up coping mechanisms for Mania, all I get is recommendations to stay in solitude (for the safety and sanity of the people around me). The other "fact" I learned on-line is that all bipolar people are child-molesters. Can you say fucked up and extremely offensive? Even at the height of my worst manic episode, I've never even considered that. That's just... ugh!!
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new moodtheme
Nov. 14th, 2009 | 10:46 am
feeling like: 
creative
rockin' to: Beep - Pussycat Dolls
Images used are from http://www.andromeda-web.com/
Also, I realize I should probably be ashamed for what I'm listening to, but it's either freaky-upbeat ot KiTTiE, and I'm not likely to calm down with crazy angry punk playing, you know?
 calm |  cheerful |  chipper | cold |  complacent |
( more pretty pictures )
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I FUCKING hate so-called tech support
Nov. 13th, 2009 | 08:49 am
feeling like: 
cranky
I'm not even going to get into the issue I'm having with them about external hard drives and storage back-up right now... sufficed to say, apparently, "Tech Support" doesn't know the difference between Apple and Microsoft operating systems.
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Fic: Crazy (Digimon) ... PG | Kari/Yolei
Nov. 13th, 2009 | 05:18 am
feeling like: 
blah
Title: Crazy
Author: Pixie Child ( glitery_insane_pixie_child@yahoo.ca / http://pixie.submystic.com )
Fandom: Digimon
Pairing: Kari/Yolei
Rating: PG
Timeline: Way early season 2
Summary: Boy crazy or just plain crazy
A/N: I had the summary before I wrote the fic ^_~ I just couldn't get it out of my head.
Beta: Maybe.Kinda.Sorta... *shrugs* Or not. Sorry.
Feedback: is a must!
Disclaimer: Not mine. I play with other people's toys.
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Fic: 'Against Earth Customs' (Stargate SG-1/Atlantis) ... PG-13 | Daniel/Jack, John/Rodney
Nov. 11th, 2009 | 12:05 pm
feeling like: 
nostalgic
Title: Against Earth Customs
Author: Pixie Child ( glitery_insane_pixie_child@yahoo.ca / http://pixie.submystic.com )
Fandom: Stargate SG-1/Atlantis
Pairing: Daniel/Jack, John/Rodney
Rating: PG-13
Summary: It's their stupid choice, and both scientists accept that.
Timeline: takes place a few days after 'Alien Customs'. But was written two years after the first. Alien Customs can be found here; http://dp.jaded-paradise.net/fic/stargat
Beta: Sorry.
Feedback: is a must!
Disclaimer: Not mine. I play with other people's toys.
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Fic: 'Coming Home' (Eureka) ... PG | Allison/Jo
Nov. 11th, 2009 | 11:24 am
feeling like: creative
Title: Coming Home
Author: Pixie Child ( glitery_insane_pixie_child@yahoo.ca / http://pixie.submystic.com )
Fandom: Eureka
Pairing: Allison/Jo
Rating: PG (No matter how hard I try, I can't seem write anything harder-core that's decent)
Timeline: No idea. I guess maybe mid-season two?
Summary: Jo's a girl with a gun; well, a lot of guns.
A/N: Don't know where this came from, don't really care. It hit me while I was at work and I wrote it at two AM when I couldn't sleep.
A/N2: I've got a thing for women cops. And Jo? Is damn sexy.
A/N3: I know the statistical probability of the four main figureheads in a small town all being gay and paring off with each other is astronomical, but whatever.
Beta: Sorry!
Feedback: is a must!
Disclaimer: Not mine. I play with other people's toys.
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Fic: 'End of the World' (BtVS) ... PG-13 | Dawn
Nov. 10th, 2009 | 06:51 am
feeling like: cold
Title: End of the World
Author: Pixie Child ( glitery_insane_pixie_child@yahoo.ca / http://pixie.submystic.com )
Fandom: BtVS/AtS
Characters: Dawn
Pairing: None
Rating: PG-13
Timeline: BtVS - Post season 7 , AtS - Post season 5
Spoilers: References (loosely) to S8 of BtVS and Christopher Golden's 'Lost Slayer'
Summary: Everybody wants to live forever, except some don't.
A/N: I can't count how many of these types of fics I've written, but I'd like to think they're not carbons of each other. This one hit when I was capping Law&Order episodes, of all things.
Beta: Not. Sorry. I'm looking, though, if anyone is offering.
Feedback: is a must!
Disclaimer: Not mine. I play with other people's toys.
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Fic: 'Intrigue' (BtVS drabble) ... PG | Dawn/Kennedy
Nov. 6th, 2009 | 06:07 am
feeling like: tired
rockin' to: Smoke - Natalie Imbruglia
Title: Intrigue
Author: Pixie Child ( glitery_insane_pixie_child@yahoo.ca / http://pixie.submystic.com )
Fandom: BtVS
Pairing: Dawn/Kennedy
Rating: PG
Timeline: 7.10 - Bring on the Night
Summary: She can feel her watching
A/N: Thanks to Sami for the prompt. Sorry it took me so long!
Beta: *looks around* Nope. Still just me.
Feedback: is a must!
Disclaimer: Not mine. I play with other people's toys.
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Oh, but this is fun
Nov. 5th, 2009 | 05:33 am
playing at: bed
feeling like: exhausted
rockin' to: the songs I'm making up in my head
It's now 5:30 and I haven't slept since I posted last. And I have class at 10 which means I have no chance to go to sleep between now and this evening. ...So expect fic more incoherent then usual.
Title: Only to Excess
Fandom: BSG
Pairing: Cain/Starbuck
Rating: PG-13
Timeline: Resurrection Ship (1)
Summary: "Only to excess" is what she said. And it's not only dead *guys* Kara has a problem with.
A/N: Not really a Cain/Thrace fan, but whatever. I like Cain's character and I *love* Starbuck slash.
Beta: None. I apologize in advance for any errors.
Disclaimer: Not mine. I play with other people's toys.
http://community.livejournal.com/bsg_fem
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...f-ing internet
Nov. 4th, 2009 | 08:29 pm
feeling like: cranky
But, on the plus side, I just took two tests back-to-back and I think I did okay. Yay.
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Simple Moments (BtVS-S8 | Dawn/Faith preslash)
Nov. 4th, 2009 | 07:45 pm
feeling like: cold
Title: Simple Moments
Fandom: BtVS Season 8
Pairing: light Dawn/Faith sparkage
Rating: PG
Timeline: sometime post issue 18
Summary: Dawn needs someone to talk to and Faith happens to be around.
A/N: Dedicated to GrimSage because he's the one how got me into the S8 comics and also just 'cause he's the coolest.
A/N2: Sorry this took so long, GS, I don't know where my head is at.
Beta: I thought so, but I never heard back from my beta.
Disclaimer: Not mine. I play with other people's toys.